刊登者: 無名 於 21:52:6 7/29/99 從 202.67.168.3
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Goodbye forever, is it?!
You have your own consideration. You have your own road.
I can't be of much help. I can't change your mind or decision. Now I don't even have the chance to walk with you, talk with you. Self-exile, is it? I don't know. I don't think I'll ever know. From now on, our lives may have no connections at all. You walked out of my life, like a passerby who is bound to leave. But you stayed for so short a time. It's not long enough! You just chose to leave, to walk away.
I shed tears, but I can't cry. I don't want others to see me totally weak. But I am weak. I'm vulnerable. Why do I feel torn apart? I feel something taken away, something lost forever. Maybe from now on we'll be totally strangers. I know I won't contact you first, but I doubt you'll contact me first. From my understanding of you, I know you won't. So this is it, right? This is the end.
You said ten years from now I'll forget you. I don't want to. I don't want to forget such a special person like you, even though time may dim the memory. I resist to forget. But I know if I don't try to forget you, I'll never be able to move on. Move on, that's what I'll have to do. But it's so hard to forget!
Every period of time I spent with you was so pleasant, sweet, and unforgettable. But now, those memories will have to be gone with the wind.
I really don't want this!!
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于1999/6/20 夜